Yup. So true. I never imagined myself to be where I am now like 5 months ago. When you are just stuck in something, you just keep yourself stuck in it and get stubborn to change it even if it’s not making your life happy. That was where I was but finally I have gotten out of it and to be honest, I am happy. Yes there were happy moments before but this kind of feeling i’m having now is different. I dunno how to describe it but It’s more free and have no limits. It’s kinda sweet and makes me smile all the time. It makes me want to just glide around instead of walking. It makes me feel safe and being protected all the time. A lot of things that I have learned and I think I have grown. mentally. not physically.
I am glad that I found you. I think it’s more like we found each other. I wasn’t searching or desperately looking for it. Neither were you. Totally unexpected and many things in a short period of time. Somehow, it just happened. and it’s just been so great. <3